“I hate the Fourth of July. The early middle age of summer. Everything is alive and kicking for now, but the eventual decline into fall has already set itself in motion. Some of the lesser shrubs and bushes, seared by the heat, are starting to resemble a bad peroxide job. The heat reaches a blazing peak, but summer is lying to itself, burning out like some alcoholic genius.”
-Gary Shteyngart, Super Sad True Love Story
Every road-trip I’ve taken has, at least tangentially, been about America, about trying to somehow, simultaneously, absorb it and transcend it and get lost in it. But in a car, the terrain flies past; you can make it from Chicago to Denver in one long day. On a bicycle, you can see individual clods of dirt lining the roadside, can see and react to every crack in the road which unwinds before you like an endless spool of black yarn. There’s a level of attention to the present and to the physical that can’t be achieved in a car. There’s a tactile connection to America, so that riding vast stretches of plains in Eastern Colorado, antelopes occasionally jutting across the horizon, I felt the vastness of country, eyes filled with wonder—and yet I felt like I was somehow a part of that vastness, a blessed traveler. This was America. And we were being absorbed into it. Which sounds like some Jack -Kerouac-grade bullshit, but it’s true.
We had wanted to make it to Denver by the fourth of July, but there’s 500 miles between Wichita and Denver, and as we left Wichita on the second of July, it became clear we weren’t going to make it. In fact, the morning of the Fourth we were rolling out of Lakin, Kansas, making our way to the Colorado border. Fifteen miles outside of Colorado, in Syracuse, we pulled into a combination Love’s Gas Station and Subway Restaurant.1I went in to fill up my Camelbak with water. Their soda machine didn’t have a water tap, so I had to use Subway’s dishwashing sink. The sink was in a closet that was all of 20 square feet. There were two employees in there as I filled my water. I hadn’t showered in three days and was aware that I was probably suffocating the employees. The manager was standing just outside the closet at the sandwich counter, almost blocking the doorway. The manager, an old, tough-looking woman asked me where I was from.
“We’re coming from New York.”
“That’s not what I asked.”
And there it was: the straight-talking, we-don’t-give-a-damn-about-your-nuance that I would have expected in the South but not in the Great Plains. “I’m from Rockford, Illinois, ma’am.”
“Hmm. Illinois. You’re a long way from home.”
“Got a long way to go, too. Headed to San Francisco.”
“Well, well. Good luck with that.”
Eastern Colorado is by no means paradise, but there’s a noticeable change when crossing over the Colorado border. Everything seems slightly greener. There’s more irrigation. The towns aren’t as shabby. There are far more prairie dogs.2And there was the hope that came from knowing we’d reach Denver soon. Denver, which promised the hospitality of several friends as well as a feast of microbreweries.
We stopped for lunch in Holly, a pleasant town that advertises being the home of a former Colorado governor. After I’d managed to spill water all over the floor at another combination Subway and gas station while trying to fill my Camelbak, we headed to the town’s grocery store to grab some lunch. It was a small old storefront, a tiny grocery store with no more than three aisles.
Outside, a girl around twenty was leaning against the building smoking contemptuously. It’s the same in all these small towns in the West. Girls who don’t leave town and end up working at the grocery store, the diner, or the dollar store. Their boredom is palpable. Their high school youthfulness gone. It has been replaced by a beat-down look, accentuated by cheap highlights, gaudy tattoos, and occasionally the hollowed-out look of a junkie. Inside, a young couple was saying goodbye to the cashier. They were moving to Texas to find work. Texas is all heat and brush-fires this year. When we were in Stuart, Iowa, waiting out the storm at the Super 8, I met a woman and her daughter who were huddled under the overhang where we parked our bikes, smoking. They were from Texas and said they hadn’t had rain in something like one hundred and fifty days.
But maybe this couple was headed to Dallas. By this point in the trip, I’d noticed that my bank account was lower than I’d expected. We’d eaten too much fast-food back East, and we’d spent too much money taking out the people who hosted us. Chip, whose account wasn’t low but who exercises Yankee thrift and calculation in everything except for ice-cream purchases, was sick of eating fast food and agreed that we could start eating at grocery stores instead. We’d take turns guarding the bikes as one of us would walk into a grocery store and try to get as many calories as possible, and some fruit, for $6 or less. When Barclay was training with pros in Arizona, he was also broke.
“What’d you do for calories?” I asked him as we were driving around Wichita.
“Tollhouse Cookie Dough. 2,000 calories for two bucks. It’s great.”
We grabbed a pack of cookie dough (sugar cookies), a few bananas, and a huge pack of generic sandwich cookies to snack on while riding. The cashier, a pleasant looking woman in her mid forties with a cross necklace, looked confused. Or perhaps she smelled us.
“Cookie dough?”
“Yeah. We’re trying to get as many calories as possible for as cheap as possible. So yeah. Cookie dough. For lunch.”
“Wouldn’t it be better to get something else? Something more nutritious?”
“Nah, this is great.”
She gave us a disapproving look as she handed me my change. We went across the street and sat on a bench in the sun and devoured the cookie dough and the bananas.
In Lamar, we hung out at a McDonalds for a couple of hours to get out of the heat for a couple of hours and send some emails. Gross fact: flies seem to prefer three days worth of dried sweat and sun-tan lotion to hamburgers. It’s unclear whether this is a commentary on the tastiness of McDonald’s hamburgers or on the quality of our sweat. I happen to think the McDouble is pretty tasty. I think writing is hard enough without constantly swatting flies, so after two hours I was on the verge of an anneurism and shot off an angry email to McDonald’s customer service. They later sent me a very thorough follow-up with the course of action they would take, but I didn’t really care. I wanted a coupon for a free burger.
An hour or so before dusk, we pulled into Eads. At 747 people, it is the largest town in Kiowa county. We hit the gas station, but it was small and had nothing that looked appetizing, so we decided we’d splurge and grab something at the diner we’d passed. But when we went back, it had just closed. Then we saw a guy riding towards us on a bicycle with panniers.
We’d been on the road over a month and hadn’t talked to any touring cyclists. In Kansas, we’d seen a group of twenty-or-so headed the opposite way, a sag wagon hauling all their gear. He rolled up with a big grin on his face, “Hey guys.” We were like two dogs circling each other, sniffing each other out.3He was riding an old Trek outfitted with a full set of waterproof Ortlieb panniers. His helmet was white and flecked with star stickers. On the back of it, he’d written “Brooklyn” and “San Francisco” in black Sharpie.
“We were just going to eat at the restaurant, but it’s closed, I guess.”
“Yeah, I just ate there,” he said.
“Was it good?” I asked.
“Yeah man. I had a big steak burger.” I was sorry I’d asked.
We rode back to the gas station, where Chip bought a microwavable burrito for $3.50, and I opted for a quart of chocolate milk and some over-priced Pop-Tarts. Chip and I sat down on the curb of the gas station and started in on our dinner as we swapped stories with Erik.
He was a student of poetry and dance, and at the moment he worked at a catering company and danced in a modern dance company. He had a break in his dancing this summer, so he hit the road. He had to be back at the beginning of August to fly to Korea for a dance tour.
“Why’d you decide to do the trip?” I’d asked him.
“I mean, I had to. It wasn’t really a question. I got it in my head somehow and then I decided to do it.”
Before the trip, Chip did a fair amount of reading about cross-country cycling. I don’t think I read one blog post. In fact, if Chip hadn’t sent me a list of things to acquire, I probably would have shown up with a couple of pairs of cut-off jeans and a dry-fit tee. Erik had been following Adventure Cylcing Map’s XYZ Route. He’d stayed at bike hostels and met a lot of cross-country cyclists, and had picked up some of their touring tricks. So he told us about the wonders of Dollar General, where you could by Gatorade powder and cheap peanut butter. He also told us about Chamois Butter,4 and about Warm Showers, a website where touring cyclists can find lodging. We told him about cookie-dough.
When we’d finished our dinner, Chip and Erik decided they’d like some beer. I decided I shouldn’t have drank so much chocolate milk.
The bar across the street was closed, but there was a liquor store a block down the street. We rode over, though the cashier at the gas station told us it’d be closed. It was. Next to the store, there was a group of people sitting around a grill and a picnic table. There were a few campers parked behind them. I was mulling over the idea of asking if they’d sell us some of their beer when a middle-aged woman walked up to us.
“You boys need something?”
“We were trying to find somewhere to buy beer.”
“I can open the store real quick if you want something.”
She disappeared behind the back of the building and the lights came on and she was unlocking the front door. It was a shabby liquor store. A room with cases of buld light stacked in piles forming haphazard displays. On each wall there were coolers with every kind of Budweiser and Coors product. She had some Miller, too, though no High Life or PBR.
And because Chip hates Miller Light and because I was intimidated by this kid from Brooklyn and wanted to seem like I knew something about something, we sat there for ten minutes trying to decide what to get before finally settling on a six-pack of Amber Bock. The woman, getting slightly annoyed at our indecision, informed us that she only took cash, so Chip tore off for the gass station to withdraw some money.
There was a picnic area just off the main road running through town, a little place for travelers to stop alongside the railroad, but we thought camping there might invite curiosity, so we set up our tent under the trees in a park that was on the otherside of the the tracks. This was our first experience drinking in public, but Erik assured us he’d been doing it his whole trip and that it wasn’t a big deal, so long as you kept it hidden from cops. The next morning we realized we’d camped directly across the street from the police station.
As we packed the last of our gear into our tents, the fireworks started to explode across town. We walked a few blocks to get a good view, and then sat down in the middle of a street and opened up the rest of our beer. The grain silo towered behind us, and we saw lights on top of the office where people had gone to watch the show. We sat there, drinking our beer and talking about poetry and biking as the colors smeared the blue and purple bruised sky. And then it was over and our beer was gone and we retreated to our tents. In the morning, we went back to the gas station for breakfast and coffee and then went our separate ways. He rode on to Pueblo and we kept riding towards Denver. We were sad to see him go.
1. Subway has way more small-town stores than McDonald’s, which probably helps explain why they surpassed them as the World’s largest restaurant chain.
2. Though, I suspect them of some anti-semetic tendencies. Chip would ride by, and they’d stand there, quietly peering out of their burrows, perhaps saluting the American flag he was flying from his trailer. As I would ride by, they’d start barking up a storm. Chip, who apparently developed a bond with the praire dogs at the Madison Zoo and felt the need to defend their Colorado counterparts, noted that they were probably patriotic and were just doing their Homeland Security duty, reporting a guy who “looked decidedly like a terrorist wearing spandex. I mean, look at that Persian tan you’ve got going on. And where’s your American flag? Huh? I’ve got one. Huh, GUY?”
3. Obviously a flawed analogy since there are three of us here. But I’m thinking of Chip and I as a collective dog, a unified front, which is flawed again, because Chip would clearly be a Golden Retriever or a Jack Russell Terrier, whereas I’d be something like an old beagle, a real mopey dog that sleeps most of the day. Or a cat. But every analogy breaks down somewhere, so I’m told.
4. I had no idea why it was called Chamois Butter. When I hear the word Chamois, I think about a coth you use to clean your car. Or I think about the character of “The Jesus” in the Big Lebowski, polishing his bowling ball between his legs. The latter is not terribly far off. It turns out that the cloth padding in bike shorts is called a chamois. But I didn’t realize this until we were in Napa, California. We ended up opting for a product called “Az Master.” It has cartoon of a (presumably) sore, red butt on on the label. We would recommend it.




























